Dikt 23: Dead Inside.
As I heard you voice behind me, you took my breath away.
You had found me atleast, I lost my words and could nothing say.
All my happiness vanished, my heart stoped and my eyes turned black.
Everything I heard got quiet, all I could hear was your voice behind my back.
I didnt move a step, everything got quiet and I didnt hear a word.
The world vanished before my feet, and your voice was all I heard.
I didnt dare turn around, afraid of what I would see.
Had you really found me, after I for so long been free?
As fast as I dared to turn around, you were gone.
I knew you had been there, and that I were done.
Done playing hide and seek, I had lost the game.
I had lost everything, all would turn out the same.
I had lost my freedom, and knew you wouldnt let me go.
I knew I had told you what I wanted, but you didnt accept the no.
I am killed, again, by you.
Why cant you just forget that it ever was we two?
I am really tierd of runing away and hide.
I am nothing anymore, dear, you killed me inside.